Becoming Jane

最近沉溺於英國Soap Drama裡面。就像台灣的「愛」一樣，內容包含了離婚、

攜子逃家流浪、偷竊、婚外情、癌症、兄弟姐妹之間的愛恨糾葛等等，表現在鏡

頭上也同樣是哭泣、哭吼、奔跑、演員在短鏡頭前的誇張表情，只是，好加在沒

有太多的慢動作，要不然還真的很像愛或是三立劇場。反正，英國也有這種灑狗

血的肥皂劇，邊看還真感到莫名的熟悉趕，會心一笑。



不過這種東西引不起我太多的熱血。只是用來練習英文以及聽力的工具罷了，就

像我妹用愛來練習台語一樣。真正這兩天引起我共鳴的是Becoming Jane。



這片其實不是沒看過，在臺灣就已經跟家人看過一次。但是不知道為什麼怎麼一

點都引不起我的共鳴。昨天看到最後竟然還小哭了一下。



It is really touched when Jane said this to Wisley.

"They will be frustrated by the troubles. And all will lead

to their desires."



"A good never always rewards a good end." Wisley said

It is the general reality in the world. Something like this

he said.



Of course Jane can not get what she wants in her real life.

So she only can give a happy ending to the characters in her

stories. How sad it is! She only can imagine the happiness in

her story but gets none of it.



I am really touched by this theme. Because i recall myself from

the film. I am also a good, but sometimes do not get the

happiness what I imagined. I am not good enough? Sometimes I will

argue this with myself.



Maybe this is the answer:

A good never always rewards a good end. It is not a fairy tale

in our life. Happy endings always contains in stories, but not

always in true life.



But what I mad about is:

A good does not always reward a good end. But why a bad can get

a good end sometimes? I always think the trash who hurt me so

much! He rewards some good ends.



But how can it be! He does not deserve to the good ends.