16 November 2007

心中的十本小說

























「挑選你心中精彩的十本小說吧!」

最近,在書版看到這樣的議題,如果是我呢?我的名單會有哪些書?

腦中翻閱著書名,迥然發現就只是那幾本而已!天。看來,有太久沒

找滋潤心靈的課外讀物了。我看看桌上的 Landscape of Privilege ,

臉囧了一半!真是太侮辱我想作為文藝青年的期許。



不過如果真的要提心中覺得精采的十本小說,還是有些名單的...

就試著擬擬看了。



* 小王子

雖然剛剛前面說,沒有按照我心中的順序,但是,這本書永遠是我心

中的第一名。每次讀到小王子每次都有不一樣的心情,每看一次,每

次都想像著他在不同星球的體悟,第一次看到現代都市的驚訝、地球

人的孤獨,第一次看到五千朵玫瑰一起盛開、驚覺到他的玫瑰不是獨

特無一的瞬間無助,想到狐狸與他的制約訓練與馴服,或是他突然領

悟到真正獨一無二玫瑰存在的那一刻...  對於小王子的心情,每讀過一

次都有不同的體悟。我愛小王子的浪蕩,愛他的天真,愛他愛玫瑰的

心情。曾想學習小王子的浪蕩與天真,我學到了一點點;但是,他有

些東西,我卻怎樣學都學不會... 。



突然,現在的我也想看四十四次的夕陽。



* 燕子+傷心咖啡店之歌

朱少麟這兩本我真是很難抉擇。哪一本都好。他們同樣的特徵是,裡

面的角色,雖然是這麼的人性,但是卻同樣的抽象與清靈。就像是個

矛盾的綜合體。他們有入世的一面,但是在心中有遠都有想要出世的

那一個念頭。無論是馬蒂、是海安、是吉兒。



* 三國演義

這不用說了,中文古典小說的經典啊。因為當年很迷SEGA的三國志,

所以跑去看了三國演義,還買了三國志正史來惡補.... 那時候跟同學討

論時,大家還很討厭周瑜呢,只有我很愛,愛得要命。難道,一定要

金城武演了周瑜後,大家才會愛他嗎? @@a 

 梁朝偉(對不起,我太喜歡金城武了 Orz... 金城武是諸葛亮)



* 紅樓夢

永遠看不完的一本小說。為什麼?因為每次看到賈寶玉結婚當夜,林

黛玉魂斷紅樓,就撫書看不下去,停在那邊。記得,看完雲門紅樓夢

那晚,心中無法遺忘走入紅樓,又走出紅樓的那個僧侶,忘不掉那在

花雨裡舞動的十二位女子。再拿回來看,還是無法停止文字與舞蹈之

間的互動的感動... 可惜,還是停在,賈寶玉結婚那一夜。I always 

can not go through that page, can not go through that night.....



突然,怒了起來!好想看那我不在台灣就要上演的雲門九歌... (滾)



* 蛻變

每個人都想蛻變,卻沒有想過,蛻變可能是變成另一種悲傷的樣子。

悲傷到極點的蛻變,有時候並不是從毛毛蟲變成蝴蝶,而是從人變成

油蟲人不過這樣,自大的像個巨人,其實不過就是隻油蟲而已。



* 台北人

白先勇的小說看著就是有歷史感。那是一段我們年少時未曾經歷過的

歷史,但是卻實實在在在這個土地上曾經發生過的歷史。和孽子有一

樣的特點,說的是一群特別的人的故事,每個故事看來都綺麗,但都

有著淡淡的憂傷。身在異域的憂傷,



* 看不見的城市

卡爾維諾的書好多都好棒。怎麼辦!不知道該推薦哪一本。唸地理的

人很多人一定會去看看不見的城市。卡爾維諾補足了很多城市的想像

從不同的城市,其實拼貼的都是不一樣的威尼斯,馬可波羅的原鄉。

雖然講的是城市,但是那是鄉愁啊。抽象卻又實在的鄉愁。



* 未央歌

這本小說養了我少年時對於大學的嚮往。成大的日子,的確是有那麼

一點未央歌的味道。那時候的大家,是多麼地放蕩不羈。套個李安的

句型,每個人的心中,都有那麼一首未央歌... 

鹿橋的人子我也很愛,推薦。



* 復活 

許多人看到復活這部作品,探討的是其中對於當時俄國社會中所帶著

的不平等或是一些不合理的事情、制度的反應,探討這些不平的事情

對於俄國後來革命的影響。對我來看,這就是兩個人生的復活,不論

從哪一方面,生活的、精神的、視野的,是徹底的。打從內心。



* 一九八四

老大哥老大哥!永遠忘不了也望不掉的老大哥。這本書最大的震撼就

是老大哥的震撼。尤其在英國,英國是個老大哥無所不在的地方。記

得,帥氣的某位英國明星曾說,英國就像個保母國家,如果他離開英

國,絕對不是因為稅率很高的關係,而是因為太保母了這個國家。



對,不只是個保母國家,也是個老大哥國家....



其實好像應該有更想要的名單,村上春樹,Jane Austen,丹布朗,

張愛玲,夏目漱石,Eco,夏洛特,歐,幾米有幾本繪本也很棒。

可是現在怎麼想推的,都只想到上面這本書最愛,真糟糕,這幾本太

常翻。



再:有人看過吳爾芙的嗎?看過的上來推薦一下吧.... 

然後聽說狼圖騰也很棒,回台灣到時候加入閱讀清單。



口口口口口口口口口口口 唸書分隔線 口口口口口口口口口口口口



*閱讀清單:

1. Oscar Wilde

2. Virginia Woolf

3. 狼圖騰

4. 大亨小傳(The Great Gatsby)

5. 夜未央

6. 心

7. 生命中不能承受之輕

8. 馬奎斯

9. 挪威的森林

10. 柴門

14 November 2007

假如-Shin




假如 (Shin)

作詞:Lee Sueng Chut_中文:姚若龍 作曲:Jun Hae Sung

一份愛能承受多少的誤解 熬過飄雪的冬天

一句話能撕裂多深的牽連 變的比陌生人還遙遠

最初的愛越像火焰 最後越會被風熄滅

有時候真話太尖銳 有人只好說著謊言


*假如時光倒流 我能做什麼 找妳沒說的 卻想要的

 假如我不放手 妳多年以後 會怪我恨我 或感動

 想假如 是最空虛的痛


 一個人要看過幾次愛凋謝 才甘心在孤獨裡冬眠

最初的愛越像火焰 最後越會被風熄滅

有時候真話太尖銳 有人只好說著謊言


Repeat *


為什麼幸福 都是幻夢 一靠近天堂 也就快醒了

或許愛情 更像落葉 看似飛翔卻在墜落



假如時光倒流 我能做什麼 找妳沒說的 卻想要的

假如我不放手 妳多年以後 會怪我恨我 或感動

假如真可以讓時光倒流 妳會做什麼 一樣選擇我 或不抱我

假如溫柔放手 妳是否懂得 走錯了可以再回頭

想假如 是無力的寂寞



偶而,人都有個想念,如果可以,我希望時間可以快轉或倒轉。偶而

,人都有個期望,如果當時我怎麼樣,現在一定可以更怎麼樣。呵呵

,人總是貪心。貪心想要更好。貪心到想要扭轉歷史.....



只是,遺憾的,我們都回不去從前。

10 November 2007

【沒有雷】白夜行





為了讓妳抓住幸福

我願意當妳的假太陽 為妳祈禱

說出小小的心願

在那前方只剩下 呼吸的痕跡                                

                  -白夜行。影



ね, 雪穂 ...

「如果,不認識你就好,我們的人生就不會變成這樣。」



今夜,夜色不白。黑夜之下,狂風卻特別盛。特別盛的狂風。讓人嚮往陽光



他們的生命裡沒有太陽。偶而閃入生命的日光,卻是別人鮮血灑在他們手中

的太陽花;彼此想要在太陽下漫步,卻只能在深夜裡,曬著美麗卻狡猾的水

月,彼此慰藉以為為太陽下散步做預習。為了讓她/他幸福,都願意做彼此

虛假的日光... 



縱使那日光的來源是那麼地不堪。



突然想起「多餘」的一句。



我還是在站在了多餘的一旁 無聊的歌唱

我像是一雙多餘的翅膀 不能帶你飛翔



極力想當彼此的翅膀,帶他/她飛翔,每每振翅的瞬間,卻仍不過是墮入更

深的人間地獄的那個通風口。有些人從通風口解脫了,有些人卻繼續留在通

風口中,真正的懲罰,是在被留下的生命與記憶中,繼續凌遲...



「難道只能選擇這樣的人生來生存嗎?」是我淚點太低,還是真的太黑暗了





【Finally, the most important thing: thank you for the DVD, Mestizo.】

8 November 2007

[BBC] What do stadiums say about us?

Symbol of power? (Image shows the Beijing Olympic Stadium)



Symbol of elegance? (Image shows Stade de France)



Symbol of sustainability? (Image shows an artist's impression of new London Olympic Stadium)

I really like these three pictures. 



Recently, there are so many public discourse and schemes of urban 

planning around UK,  like Olympics and urban space, events and 

planning, St. Pancras and Euro Star, etc. 



It is really a good chance to see how a so-called modern nation thinks 

about these issues in their local context, and how do they  discover 

these issues themselves.



It is a series of articles, especially the planning focusing on the Olympics 

in London 2012.  Please enjoy each of them.














What do stadiums say about us? 




Artist's impression of London 2012 Olympics stadium











By Finlo Rohrer

BBC News Magazine





London's Olympic venue has been unveiled with much fanfare, but what do national stadiums really say about the countries they are in?

A bit of grass, a running track, perhaps a sandpit.


This might be the non-sports fan's take on a national stadium, but these nexuses of the sporting world can mean much more than that.


Whether the legacy of an Olympics or a World Cup, or as the first major post-independence public building project of a new state, they are often meant to convey a message as much as simply play host to a team. Stadiums can be an expression of national mood and ambitious intent, or political dogma.












This is not a stadium that is going to be screaming from the rooftops that it's bigger and more spectacular



Rod Sheard


Architect







Some can, like Lord's cricket ground, be written into the mythology of teams from other nations. Some, like Chile's Estadio Nacional, can become associated with political oppression.


And even those countries that do not possess them, like the United States or Spain, the very absence of a national stadium can speak volumes about the power of regional identity.


LONDON'S OLYMPIC STADIUM - SYMBOL OF SUSTAINABILITY?


Artist's impression of London 2012 Olympics stadium
The London organisers don't want a white elephant




London's Olympic Stadium is unique in that it will effectively be the national athletics stadium, but only for a matter of weeks.


The newly-unveiled design for an 80,000-seat stadium is conceived so that when the games are finished much of the superstructure will be dismantled to leave a 25,000-seat venue, mainly for athletics and the use of the local community.


Normally national stadiums seek to deliver the "wow" factor, but London aims to impress on a more modest scale.


"This is not a stadium that is going to be screaming from the rooftops that it's bigger and more spectacular," says project architect Rod Sheard. There will be some who will welcome Sheard "embracing the temporary".












London's Olympics stadium






Ellis Woodman, architecture writer for the Daily Telegraph and Building Design, is one of those who is not impressed. The outcome is the inevitable result of picking HOK Sport, "the yellow pages choice" to design it.


"Design has never been at the forefront of this. It is probably one of the most architecturally underwhelming stadiums there has ever been."


But he acknowledges that the organising committee are at least trying to tackle the age-old problem of Olympic stadiums.


"They are only ever full on three occasions - the opening ceremony, the closing ceremony and the final of the men's 100m. The London games are being sold to us as sustainable games."


This sustainability manifests in the manageable small-stadium legacy and the usual environmental concerns about minimising carbon emissions and encouraging public transport use.


But one of the most striking ideas is that the fabric used to "wrap" the stadium will be cut up and sold as bags afterwards. A stadium that symbolises the tradition of the hand-me-down perhaps?


BEIJING NATIONAL STADIUM - SYMBOL OF POWER?


Beijing's Olympic stadium lit up, and cloaked in smog
Beijing's smog could hide the stadium's "wow" factor




By comparison, Beijing National Stadium's pursuit of the "wow" factor is unequivocal. The desired effect is for first-time visitors to struggle to rejoin their jaw to the rest of their head. While London aims primarily to function, Beijing wants to impress.


Already dubbed the Bird's Nest, the massive stadium - a collaboration between a Chinese artist and Western architects - is covered in an intricate lattice of steelwork.


"It is an absolutely extraordinary piece of work. It has been conceived on an epic scale, mind boggling. If it's going to be a white elephant, the Chinese don't seem to be overly concerned," says Woodman.


It's easy to see the stadium as a symbol of China's increasing dominance of the economic sphere, and its desire to translate this into a more prominent place in world affairs.


"It's impressive for a number of reasons. It seem to be more than a stadium. Most stadiums look like fairly inert structures. This one looks like it could be moving towards you. Everything around it looks weak and flimsy," architecture writer Mark Irving says.


Fans walking in will see flashes of black and red through the steel cage. But the metal lattice is not merely decorative, with many of the girders either load-bearing or being used to hold other elements in place.


"What's unique is that it doesn't have a facade and a roof. The structure and the facade are the same thing," Irving notes.


But however much praise the building might earn, it has one major problem - it is often shrouded in a dense smog from Beijing's millions of cars. There have been fears for some time about the welfare of both fans and athletes.


"It is a Herculean feat of engineering, diplomatic patience and architecture, but may be defeated by athletes falling down dead with heart attacks," Irving says.


The location of the stadium will test the power of China's regime. Can they stop traffic or will it prove a Canute-like task?


WALES' MILLENNIUM STADIUM - SYMBOL OF PASSION?


Millennium Stadium
The "jewel on the Taff" is surprisingly compact




The Millennium Stadium has hosted some memorable sporting occasions, from the Welsh rugby union team clinching the Grand Slam against Ireland in 2005 to the football team beating Italy in 2002.


But long after its steelwork has rusted away, it may be that it is remembered for the noise that can be generated within.


Setting foot within it for the first time, many fans are surprised by how compact it is for a venue that seats 75,000. Steep sides rise to create a cauldron-like venue, the perfect setting for the impromptu choirs that tackle Cwm Rhondda.


"It doesn't rank particularly high in the architectural elegance stakes," says Richard Weston, professor at the Welsh School of Architecture. "It shows all the signs of being done in haste and to a fairly tight budget. In terms of the elegance of structure, in terms of the ways the different pieces join, it is seriously flawed.


"On the other hand it is one of the most exciting stadiums to be in. The ultimate quality of the architecture it is not what we are there for. Most stadiums are not that great from the outside."


The stadium did run over-budget. A dispute with the neighbouring rugby club over the demolition of a stand led to late redesigning and enhanced the compact feel of the stadium. But compared with the travails across the border with Wembley it got off lightly.


And it was the building of Wembley that amplified the status of the Millennium Stadium in its early years. With the old Wembley demolished the FA Cup was moved to Cardiff, and despite the occasional difficulties in getting there, football fans loved it.


While England struggled to finance, build and complete a national stadium, Wales had constructed one that would serve itself and its neighbour with relative ease. And it had managed to do so in the centre of a bustling and regenerating capital city.


If it stands as a national symbol, it might be more as an icon of belief that Wales can deliver international-standard public projects, and need never be in the shadow of its neighbours.


ENGLAND'S WEMBLEY STADIUM - SYMBOL OF THE SOUTH EAST?


Wembley Stadium
Wembley has a magnificent arch and a terrible pitch




If Wembley is testament to anything, it is to the tricky nature of completing a large building project in 21st Century England, and to the increasing dominance of the South East in all spheres.


Supporters have been trying to cement its status as the "home of football" since its opening in 1923. But while a non-Glaswegian can accept a national stadium in Glasgow, and a north Walian would have to concede that south Wales might deserve to be the home of football, there has never been a consensus among English football fans.


"I'm not a fan," says Daily Telegraph football correspondent Henry Winter, who played in the charity match that was first on the new Wembley turf.


"Football doesn't belong to the South East it belongs to the nation. England are playing Croatia on a weekday at 8pm. If you are a football mad father and you live in Jarrow, you've got no chance. It is a real pity."


After the eternal-seeming saga of its construction, there has been relatively little written about its performance as a venue.


Many who have attended matches have left surprised at how well it functions as a venue. Ignore the £10 portions of fish and chips and the drab concrete of the surrounding area, and it's a place where the queues for the toilets are reasonable, the view is unimpeded and you can get in and out safely and reasonably quickly.


Even those who don't think it looks beautiful would have to at least admit it looks striking.


"It is sensational when you look at the arc," Winter says.


But criticism of Wembley will probably never end. Its enemies will shift focus from the bad pitch, to the amount of corporate seating, to the transport or to the fact that it is in London at all. Such is the lot of an English national football stadium.


FRANCE'S STADE DE FRANCE - SYMBOL OF ELEGANCE?


Stade de France
Paris's Stade de France is widely admired




When it was unveiled in 1998 for the World Cup in France, the Stade de France prompted six words from English fans watching on television - "why can't we just have that?". There were plenty who would happily have seen a copy of the extraordinary stadium in St Denis transplanted in place of a demolished Wembley.


"The Stade de France is so elegant as a piece of engineering," says Weston. And that is the word most commonly used about the stadium with its "floating" roof.


For French football fans, it will always be associated with their team's 3-0 humiliation of Brazil in the 1998 World Cup final, a triumph that seemed to unite a nation behind a squad held up as a symbol of multiculturalism.


But there are dissenting voices about this stadium much-loved by architects.


"Among rugby fans there is a lot of nostalgia for Parc des Princes," says Ian Borthwick, rugby writer for L'Equipe. "They feel they've lost the intimacy. They recognise it as a spectacular, almost majestic, building, but it has lost its human touch."


It suffers from the "curse of the running track", the problem created by having to accommodate athletics facilities at the cost of moving fans away from the pitch.


And its location in the Ile de France is a rundown post-industrial area, unlikely to endear itself to visitors, whatever the "wow" factor of the building itself.


But it is still a symbol of effortless Gallic cool, whatever the dynamics of the crowd.





http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/magazine/7082702.stm

http://news.bbc.co.uk/sport1/hi/other_sports/olympics_2012/7081346.stm

http://www.bbc.co.uk/london/sport/olympic_2012/index.shtml

6 November 2007

淹水吧!電腦!





讓你的電腦淹水吧!讓RAIN淹死在我的電腦裡吧!



如果你恨死你現在正在做的事情!然後很想把電腦整台浸到水族箱裡面去,

但是卻又不忍心,也不敢真的這樣做... 來,這個螢幕保護程式可以滿足你的

需要。



http://www.uselesscreations.com/



你愛喝酒?有,這裡有飛天的酒瓶。

你要數不完的鈔票?有,這裡有滿天的美金 (雖然現在美金不值錢)

你愛跑不完的狗?有,這裡有滿螢幕撒野的狗。

想要魚?來,小逼拉給你-往下拉就有了。

5 November 2007

你選了我嗎?-孔雀森林



(from: 幾米唱遊, http://www.jimmyspa.com)



「你在森林裡養了好幾種動物,馬、牛、羊、老虎和孔雀。如果有天你必須離

 開森林,而且只能帶一種動物離開,你會帶哪種動物?」

 說完後,他轉頭在黑板上依序寫下:馬、牛、羊、老虎、孔雀。

「大家別多想,只要憑第一時間的反應作答,這樣才會準。」 -痞子蔡



痞子蔡說,這個問題可以有很多種問法,如果森林發生大火呢,你會帶哪種動

物離開?如果是洪水呢?你選了什麼?看完小說的那一夜,馬、牛、羊、老虎

與孔雀爭先恐後地擠在我面前問我,你選了我嗎?你選了我嗎?



聽起來很像恐怖小說。一群會說話的馬牛羊孔雀與老虎。



選了什麼表示你很缺乏、嚮往或覺得動物背後所代表的意義對你很重要。選馬

的,崇尚著自由,選牛的代表事業,選羊的代表愛情,選老虎的代表自尊,選

孔雀的代表金錢。



「你真的不像選孔雀的人耶!」

他說服不了自己放棄孔雀,卻骨子裡希望大家都這麼說他。



他選了孔雀,自己卻相當不以為然自己竟然選了孔雀,孔雀看輕自己是孔雀,

孔雀們也彼此看輕。他一直覺得自己莫名奇妙背負了孔雀的原罪,但是卻發現

只是因為自己沒有遇到選擇題,當面臨選擇時,幸福與未來,到底誰優誰後?

畢竟是孔雀。然而,當他真正從選擇題裡面抉擇出真正的嚮往,看清孔雀的本

質並不是虛榮而只是驕傲時,左邊的道路又悄然掩去,右邊的石頭再次擋在登

往高山的路上。



孔雀,只是驕傲得只顧自尊而已。



當他登上第一顆右邊的石頭,奮力往左走時,我為他酸了左邊的一滴眼淚。

當他幸福再次遠去,我為他酸了右邊的一滴眼淚。



然而,人生,登不上右邊的石頭,無法向左走;無法向左走,人生無法前進。



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看不懂?我就說過我不擅長說故事。



喔,那隻基基歪歪的動物又在問我我到底選了什麼了。其實,我想告訴她的,

我想選的,這裡並沒有,如果真的非要我在這幾個裡面選一樣,那我告訴你,

絕對不會是你喔 (噓).... 

2 November 2007

Ghosts and a City



From: http://www.phy.princeton.edu/~ktakahas/image/ground-zero.jpg



突然,地理學整個變得浪漫多了(不過,其實地理學本來就很不切實際又無

可救藥的浪漫啊,別被小王子裡那無聊的地理學者給騙了)。有些地理學家

,其實骨子裡是浪漫的作家吧?而許多浪漫的藝術家,其實都是地理學者?

地理學在這些老師眼裡,變得羅曼蒂克起來,卡爾維諾其實是個地理學家,

而佛洛伊德夢的解晰,其實是個地理學方法論另一種詮釋的開始。



都市空間是個夢的集合體,從不同的資源中蒐集著,然後呈現在不同/同樣

的空間裡,有好夢,有壞夢,有期望,也有恐懼。就因為是集合體,所以在

研究方法或是都市空間中,對立與多元本來就是存在滴。



若是好夢,在都市中式呈現著一個怎樣的夢境呢?由不同資本堆積的夢境?

不同國度堆積的夢境?或是由各種不同的夢,再去創造的一個夢的舞台?是

美國夢?或是布萊爾試圖創造的用來對抗美國夢的英國夢呢?



若是恐懼,又是怎樣的一個恐懼的空間呢?是一個看著無物/鬼魂們的

Ground Zero空間嗎?就算,整個都市是鬼魂們的舞台,那被選來盤旋於都

市中的那些鬼魂,也各自代表著不同的記憶,不同的歷史,在這個無知或未

知的舞台,連結著過去/現代/未來。那些被選擇來游蕩於各地的鬼魂啊,

保存(或是創造著)都市的記憶。



Just telling the time, representing the history, preserving a kind of truth.  

We, just are like Hamlet.

Looking at his father, remebering the trauma.



The ghost of his father may not really be a ghost. 

Instead, just a reminder reminding trauma in his life.



We, are Hamlet. 

From the heritages, the ghosts haunting in cities, we look at, read 

and then memorize the memories/history/stories. 

Whether they are chosen or not. 

Whether they are made by someone else or not. 



結論:眼睛裡看的是Jane Jacobs,但是,骨子裡想的還是Zukin。



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-Notes behind the conference-

Approacing the city

1st and 2nd November, 2007/ Sheffield/UK